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Hope to all i love or loved Hope you are stronger Hope your life is better Hope its worth living Hope is all we have left Hope keeps my heart up Hope keeps my life from the spiral Hope never to slide so deep as i am now Hope to pull my self up Hope life will be better All we can do is Hope -Byron Marshall

I held you in my arms in your time of need Now I'm mine you shun me You aren't there for me I gave my self to help you in every way possible But in return I was thrown away Thrown away like yesterdays trash One day you shall regret it will come back and haunt you All your days will be spent thinking To know that you.. Could have helped me in my time of need Life comes and goes When mine goes it will have an affect of the world Rippling through out time and space

The man who picked me up when I was down Taught me how to train and raise a horse Riding was the hardest thing for me to do You kept encouraging till I got it right When something was wrong you were able to sit and listen With advice from experience I was given wisdom and knowledge Relaxing out side shooting the breeze was fun while it lasted Even though we hardly talk You're still the one who gives me hope With a smile I see you from afar In my eyes you will always be a dad to me

He holds a rose to give to his love He waits for her She appears and he is happy She tell him something He clutches the rose He bleeds as the rose falls from his hands He takes two steps back He falls over in grief and anguish His life force slips from him His sprit leaves his body His shell of a body is a reminisce of his former happy self He wanders around in a world of sickness I love my life now.... it's dead... my life.....

I am surrounded by the shadows of life Life is a existence i can't not perceive It sits in front of me in the love of the world. A love I never have shared. I am not of the world In this cold existence To have a love is true Is the fondest wish of all We search for it Most never find it I hope one day it will fall Fall into the quiet of the storm A storm that rages in blackness of my heart To be pulled out into the light This would be a joy not of this world But one of a true world to live, love, and be glad......

Take a trip back in time Touch the tip to the lips Close your eyes and see the lips See the body form as the music plays Let the Tip bring music to your ears Watch it spin around and around Dance to the beat that takes you back Relive the first moments When the heart quickens The Feet start to the beat As soon as it begins it stops Just remember there is more than one song So let your record player spin that disc

In a room full. People surround. Voices heard Not a lip moved Puppets lie on strings. Limbs move but nothing is real. Release me from the strings. I live my own. Strings cut, I Lay limp. Whats Life good for if you are a puppet too?

Powerful is the soul It reaches out to comfort It tries to fill that hole One nothing can fill Efforts are futile You wander through life alone Searching to find that something For the special some one Loneliness grows with age Yet do not fret, you have still time So you maybe alone with your self Give your soul another try Maybe love will find you And the Gap will be crossed Pulled closed with its power To let a smile cross your face

I sit side stage. I life as it goes like a play. There is no play, there are no actors. It's only me on the stage of life. I struggle, and try through life. Wondering where life takes me next. I wait on the curtain to fall It lingers on the verge of closing. It's done... My life finished.

I had something for you in love Your words shattered my love Pierced through the heart Sobbing in pain No hug or kiss or friendly good-bye Only tears flowing as i cry I fall to my knees watching it break The pieces fall to the floor breaking I try to pick pieces up As I touch them i bleed Fingers and emotions bleeding Bleeding out all my love Loosing my love in a single break.